Friday

Snuggled up, in my bed with the curtains pulled, I know it's dark outside. The early light is shining, but the clouds and mist are hiding it.
I woke up in the middle of the night and I fell back to sleep sometime a few few hours later. It was still Friday.
Today I seem to feel a little bit better today. I'm feeling some of the nervous energy that says "come on... Let's get something moving .. It's been days you've been sick and done nothing." how do I respond to that? Do I get a move on? Or, do I take it easy for one more day?
I decided I can wait for one more day. "baby steps," a good friend of mine said. I think she is right. There is no sense in rushing, just to end up getting sick again. I don't want to get sick like this again. I've been sick.. But this was crazy for a few days, leaving me as weak as a lamb.
And so it's Friday. I figure there is no reason I can't take care of a few creative ideas from right here. Safe and sound. Giving my poor body one more day of food and rest. Then next week I can catch up with all the things I couldn't do this week. Maybe it may take two weeks... That's ok.
I am so blessed to be here. To have what to do, and a worth while project to work on. The "Stem Cell," project is a calling and one that I hope will make a difference in the lives of those going through this traumatic time in their lives. It has become my joy, my passion, my love and my life. I believe I was born for this. It's a new beginning. It's a new life. Hoping for a healthy world!


Always,
Tammy

Tammy Abbott Fine Arts
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Minute By Minute

This week has been trying to say the least. I don't know why or why I became so sick, but boy was I! This morning I feel a bit better, good enough to make a post here. Just so that you know I haven't forgotten my promise to keep up.
It always seems so dark when I'm not feeling well. What I mean is that that days look darker. The time goes slower, and it just feels like the feelings of pain and being uncomfortable to put it mildly will never end. But I know it will. I know inside my mind that tomorrow will be different or with a little luck, better. And so, with that in mind I'm hoping today is the day...
I need to get back to work and and at least do a little bit. My list of things to do is very long. But I suppose it's nothing that can't wait. I want to make sure I am really on the mend. It will take a few more days.
I can't remember the last time I spent a week in bed. That's just crazy! But when you can't move... You can't move.
I'm hoping I have some really good news on my next post. Because there are some really good things in the works. So stand by. Good news is coming.. As soon as I can get moving again. Always....


Always,
Tammy

Tammy Abbott Fine Arts